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Hi, my dear loved ones,

I'm really missing you a lot. I wanted to put everything here that is running in my mind. But you know I don't have the freedom to do it. I'm habituated to the pain whatever I'm getting from the past few years. But sometimes it's becoming very hard to feel that pain. I'm trying to change myself and deviate by going outside with friends, gaming, praying, etc. But still, I feel the pain and miss you a lot. I know that I made a few mistakes but I realized and changed myself and tried to explain. But you felt like enforcing the things. I never wanted to enforce anything on anyone. I always want them to feel it, understand it, and then follow it. I hope it happens ASAP. One thing is for sure, you hide a part of you from me and I hide a part of me from you. Maybe I could have told you all the things at the same time. But I was waiting for the right time to tell you. I felt like you would judge me if I didn't convey it properly(I feel - you also felt like this). It's ok. Now, At least I came to know the truth and real feelings. Going forward, I never wanted to hide anything from you.

For the past few weeks, I have felt I'm doing a few wrong things. Bcoz of this I'm suffering more. I have addictions that need to be addressed. I hope I will stop it ASAP. Otherwise, my health and life will be ruined like anything. One of the major reasons, I still ...... is this. This is where I connected more to you. I hope I will address it ASAP.

You never know how important you are to me. Ppl say that I can easily find others but I don't want other ones. You are irreplicable to me. I feel so happy, confident, and proud in this world when you are with me and my side. I feel I don't need anyone else for the rest of my life as a friend/wife/child/parent when you are there with me. I knew I made a lot of mistakes but I realized and changed a lot by following Islam truly. I will treat you like a princess just give me one last chance. I may look odd to you and in your world(friends/family/relatives) but I will never hurt you and I will definitely make you feel proud of me. I really don't know how to express my feelings to you. I just wanna talk to you once before you leave.

Thank you for everything!!
your loved one

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